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i love my new little room and my new little house. i love my own space (!!) and sarah and carly and matt. i love pears and how they grow on a tree outside in my backyard. i love having three shows coming up (all ages, finally!) and how i'm going to actually be a real promoter and not just a wannabe one. i love how i can wear a scarf soon and how it's almost fall. i love afra and seeing her at belmont from time to time. i love toban and how he spills my beer on me at the gay bar. i love erik and tim and stephen and how they're all such dudes in the best possible way. i love how i saw brock today and how it's never awkward between us even though we barely know eachother. i love getting shit done! i love how i get to see tyler on friday. i love how inspired i am to do stuff! like apply for school in january. i love kensey and her hilarious and amusing livejournal entries.
i do not love how i have sore lips and sore legs. i do not love how some of my friends are in vancouver and how much i miss them (malgarretadamlindsnicolajocepaulcalli). i do not love being poor. or looking for jobs. or places to live. i do not love how the lost dics katie lent me won't play sound on my dvd player. or my confusion regarding boys. i do not love missing someone who basically refuses to see me and makes up excuses everytime we make plans not to hang out. i do not love how i keep thinking (hoping) that sometime it'll be different. i do not love people who are liars and flakey. i do not love how you can grab my attention with one little comment and then string me along and then drop me. i do not like how i didn't expect it and how i still make excuses to myself that you're not a jerk when my gut tells me you are. i wish you were different. i wish you meant what you said. i wish i could be more specific but i can't. i don't love how i lost/someone stole my cell phone**. i don't love how i need a new winter coat and cannot afford it same goes for a haircut***. i do not love how this list is longer than the previous one.
**cellphone is still missing. my phone number for the time being is 595-1304. make sure you're specific when asking for me. use my last name (ashley) because the people who i'm staying with have a daughter named lauren as well!
***anyone wanna cut my hair for free??
i need monies fast! $75 to be exact.
i do not love how i have sore lips and sore legs. i do not love how some of my friends are in vancouver and how much i miss them (malgarretadamlindsnicolajocepaulcalli). i do not love being poor. or looking for jobs. or places to live. i do not love how the lost dics katie lent me won't play sound on my dvd player. or my confusion regarding boys. i do not love missing someone who basically refuses to see me and makes up excuses everytime we make plans not to hang out. i do not love how i keep thinking (hoping) that sometime it'll be different. i do not love people who are liars and flakey. i do not love how you can grab my attention with one little comment and then string me along and then drop me. i do not like how i didn't expect it and how i still make excuses to myself that you're not a jerk when my gut tells me you are. i wish you were different. i wish you meant what you said. i wish i could be more specific but i can't. i don't love how i lost/someone stole my cell phone**. i don't love how i need a new winter coat and cannot afford it same goes for a haircut***. i do not love how this list is longer than the previous one.
**cellphone is still missing. my phone number for the time being is 595-1304. make sure you're specific when asking for me. use my last name (ashley) because the people who i'm staying with have a daughter named lauren as well!
***anyone wanna cut my hair for free??
i need monies fast! $75 to be exact.