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I'm just in configuration..... it's a random word but I feel it fits...
How do you know if you are dating a bachlorette or not, ha can't spell...
I mean he's perfect... too perfect as I have said in the past. I feel like I could totally fall under his wing blinded.
I don't even think I really love him yet, it's just too soon since all the pain I felt with my ex... but I sure as hell like him... may be I do love him...
I'm just afraid for my vulnerablity because I have heard him say a few times he doesn't believe in marriage... not sure if I heard right.. didn't ask because that's kind of pushy....
But if he doesn't then why the hell a relationship... well nevermind the friendship, companionship, etc...
But I don't want to date forever, and I don't used want to be here till the next relationship comes when he gets tired of me... and moves on because there will never be a forever comittment...
I hope I'm not being irrational... I'm just unsure.
I could see things being great for a very long time, I'm still unsure about my heart vulnerabilty.... but what then?
That's the question I have.
I just don't want to see him with any one else after me... I don't want there to be an after me for a very long time, not sure about forever but yeah
How do you know if you are dating a bachlorette or not, ha can't spell...
I mean he's perfect... too perfect as I have said in the past. I feel like I could totally fall under his wing blinded.
I don't even think I really love him yet, it's just too soon since all the pain I felt with my ex... but I sure as hell like him... may be I do love him...
I'm just afraid for my vulnerablity because I have heard him say a few times he doesn't believe in marriage... not sure if I heard right.. didn't ask because that's kind of pushy....
But if he doesn't then why the hell a relationship... well nevermind the friendship, companionship, etc...
But I don't want to date forever, and I don't used want to be here till the next relationship comes when he gets tired of me... and moves on because there will never be a forever comittment...
I hope I'm not being irrational... I'm just unsure.
I could see things being great for a very long time, I'm still unsure about my heart vulnerabilty.... but what then?
That's the question I have.
I just don't want to see him with any one else after me... I don't want there to be an after me for a very long time, not sure about forever but yeah