Ehh.. Unstable??
I know I'm going to be okay, it is just going to take time. I'm so scared because I'm so in love and I know the more I'm upsetting myself the more I'm digging a deeper hole for myself... But by saying my feelings is how I release it all. I just don't feel like it's over, but than I snap back into reality and remember that it is, and I can't change that, even though I would do anything too. I miss seeing him, that was the best thing of my whole week... I can remember the smile I would get when I'd see him, everyone noticed that i was so happy with him... It's just not the same anymore, and Im sick of being so sad, but it hits me at night... Because thats when I'd usually talk to him to at least say goodnight, and now it's like i go to bed without talking to anyone, without saying goodnight to anyone, and I feel so alone... I feel so weak, and I just can't really explain the pain.. But I know that the thing I want the most is for him to be happy.
i hope i can just see him soon, it would make me feel so much better
i hope i can just see him soon, it would make me feel so much better