..fuck it, once again..
Okay, so i'm sure everyone remembers the journal entry when i went off about hating liars! Especially the ones that lie to me!
When i know something to be true - and then you fucking lie to me about it anyway... that is really messed up! I've got friends, ppl that go to the same places you do, and they let me know whats up, and THEY WERE TOO WITH YOU! Way to FUCKING lie to me. I think that is soooo shitty. And just because you think you are a exception - that is sooo far from the truth - a liar is a fucking liar. With everything that you have said to me and have told me its all fucked now b.c i see what you really care about and its obviously NOT ME! I just don't understand why???? I don't care who the hell you hang out with - I only care that you lied to me, and not only that... you lied to me sooooo damn easy! What i really want to know now is WHAT THE FUCK ELSE HAVE YOU BEEN LYING TO ME ABOUT TO KEEP FROM HURTING MY FEELINGS???!!! Well, your plan with the lying failed, b.c you have hurt me - the sad thing is, i dont think you give a shit.
AND obviously that shit about you setting your expectations too high... cant be true, cuz those "no body's" you were with, are WAY below this level!
I don't know how to deal with all this.. like Erin says - "God must hate me.."
When i know something to be true - and then you fucking lie to me about it anyway... that is really messed up! I've got friends, ppl that go to the same places you do, and they let me know whats up, and THEY WERE TOO WITH YOU! Way to FUCKING lie to me. I think that is soooo shitty. And just because you think you are a exception - that is sooo far from the truth - a liar is a fucking liar. With everything that you have said to me and have told me its all fucked now b.c i see what you really care about and its obviously NOT ME! I just don't understand why???? I don't care who the hell you hang out with - I only care that you lied to me, and not only that... you lied to me sooooo damn easy! What i really want to know now is WHAT THE FUCK ELSE HAVE YOU BEEN LYING TO ME ABOUT TO KEEP FROM HURTING MY FEELINGS???!!! Well, your plan with the lying failed, b.c you have hurt me - the sad thing is, i dont think you give a shit.
AND obviously that shit about you setting your expectations too high... cant be true, cuz those "no body's" you were with, are WAY below this level!
I don't know how to deal with all this.. like Erin says - "God must hate me.."