alright now listen up.
To begin this im just going to lay it out simple - the simplest of terms so that all of you can understand, and for those of you that already do understand, thank you.
I need not apologize for who I am and what I do, and why should I? I am not ashamed of the things that I have done or ashamed of who I am. All the choices that I have made in my life I would make again and do exactly the same. A few months ago I would have totally argued different but now there is no way. Im not longer into living to please people and some of you can say I never was, and I guess you would be right. I only lived to please a certain few in my life time and that was my fault and my mistake. Wasted time, lots of wasted time. He will go thru everyones life just wasting their time. But anyway I have accepted who I am and I love who I am and if you want to be connected to me in any way in my life then you will also love and except me for me. Yes I am a bit crazy at times and sometimes speak my mind and give my opinions when they are not needed but hey thats me. I drink wayyy to much alcohol when I go out and do a lot of things that I wouldnt dare dream about doing if I was sober, but thats half the fun of drinking. Im addicted to US weekly magazine, obsessed with Paris and Nicole, watch the OC and Laguna beach religiously, and smoke marlboro lights all the damn time. (For these things, yes, you can fault me, but if you loved me then you wouldnt.) Yes people talk shit guys, come to realize it and embrace it. Such as life and life is full of assholes and bitches. Its what you do with the situations when they are handed to you as to what people think of you. Be the better person and just throw their comments to the side, who cares what they say or think, the ONLY reason people make fun of you or talk about you is because IN SOME WAY THEY ARE JEALOUS of what you are or what you have. So now yes i have my problems such as enormous amounts of credit card debt and a room mate that will hardly ever stay home, but I'M HAPPY. No person, no boy, is responsible for my happiness. It was all me, I made myself happy by being content with myself. So for now, anyway, Im going to read my US weekly and smoke my marlboro lights, sing kareoke and dance on bars, work my shitty ass job and make my minimum payments on my credit cards, continue to be nice to my room mate and everyone else. Life is too short too worry about all the stupid shit.. take it from me, once you get out on your own, and i mean out of college too, you all will realize what im talking about.
Thanks for letting me vent for those of you that read this. Feel free to comment if you so choose.
<33Lo
I need not apologize for who I am and what I do, and why should I? I am not ashamed of the things that I have done or ashamed of who I am. All the choices that I have made in my life I would make again and do exactly the same. A few months ago I would have totally argued different but now there is no way. Im not longer into living to please people and some of you can say I never was, and I guess you would be right. I only lived to please a certain few in my life time and that was my fault and my mistake. Wasted time, lots of wasted time. He will go thru everyones life just wasting their time. But anyway I have accepted who I am and I love who I am and if you want to be connected to me in any way in my life then you will also love and except me for me. Yes I am a bit crazy at times and sometimes speak my mind and give my opinions when they are not needed but hey thats me. I drink wayyy to much alcohol when I go out and do a lot of things that I wouldnt dare dream about doing if I was sober, but thats half the fun of drinking. Im addicted to US weekly magazine, obsessed with Paris and Nicole, watch the OC and Laguna beach religiously, and smoke marlboro lights all the damn time. (For these things, yes, you can fault me, but if you loved me then you wouldnt.) Yes people talk shit guys, come to realize it and embrace it. Such as life and life is full of assholes and bitches. Its what you do with the situations when they are handed to you as to what people think of you. Be the better person and just throw their comments to the side, who cares what they say or think, the ONLY reason people make fun of you or talk about you is because IN SOME WAY THEY ARE JEALOUS of what you are or what you have. So now yes i have my problems such as enormous amounts of credit card debt and a room mate that will hardly ever stay home, but I'M HAPPY. No person, no boy, is responsible for my happiness. It was all me, I made myself happy by being content with myself. So for now, anyway, Im going to read my US weekly and smoke my marlboro lights, sing kareoke and dance on bars, work my shitty ass job and make my minimum payments on my credit cards, continue to be nice to my room mate and everyone else. Life is too short too worry about all the stupid shit.. take it from me, once you get out on your own, and i mean out of college too, you all will realize what im talking about.
Thanks for letting me vent for those of you that read this. Feel free to comment if you so choose.
<33Lo