seem's to me like....
It seems to me like here lately almost everyone is "hating on Lauren". I dont know what all of that is about, nor do i care. Sure, it bothers me like it would anyone else, but im not going to let it get to me. I know who I am, and i have good reasons for why i do the things i do. So hate if you must - such is life, i cant change it - and i wouldnt dare try.
I signed onto my AOL account the other day to check my e-mail and FOR ONCE, i had an email that wasnt porn or something about viagra or used cars. It was from my Jaime!! I miss her so much, i used to have so much fun when she was here. When we hung out i never had to worry about DC drama, we just chilled and didnt give a fuck about anyone else. Im extending that "Road Trip '04" to see her. So after that stop in Dalton, GA, hahahaha, im off to see Jaime!!
It's been a good SB so far. I've spent a lot of time with my baby, thats really all i've done, LoL. Oh well, i uhh him! Me, Chels and Dad are leaving for the beach tomorrow for our fishing trip that we take every year. Im soooo ready for summer to be here. Im so ready to move into my own place.
Im thinking about going back to work @ Lowes. I went up there the other day and had a talk with P. Diddy, he told me "Lauren, I think its time that you just came back home." This meaning that he wanted me to come back and work there. I really miss working there, it was my first job ever and it felt reallly home-y there. Its hard just to leave something forever when you had been there so long. Anyway, i might go back over the summer to get more money saved up for that apartment that i wanna get.
Well hopefully i will come back with a sexxy tan and not get burned, thats soo hard for me to do, haha. Im gonna miss my baby sooo much. I dont like being away from him. BUT ANYWAY - call the cell if you wanna talk to me while im gone, ill answer it if im near it. Much <3 to everyone! PEACE.