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hey guys. it's been far too long. i don't really have time to even begin to sum up all the drama and stuff that has went on with my life in the past month, but i'll try. spring break came and went, and it was AWESOME. me and jordan had a blast, or i did at least. after we got back, still finished out the rest of the break pretty strong. i absolutely love my friends. on to other things, i've lost ALL motivation for school. i just cannot wait til summer gets here. it's like, i just don't want to pay attention anymore, or do any work. the good is, there's only a few weeks left school. :) so everything will be fine. now, as for the love life, it's all in the middle right now. things didn't work out with mr.green. i'm sure there was a reason for that, and i think i found it. yeah, so me and arik broke up a while back. things with him still haven't changed though. we spent almost actually a week not talking to each other, then things went back to exactly how they were before we dated, or even while we were dating. pretty much, we're together without the title. i hate it, but what can you do? i just care about this boy so much. like i don't think anyone understands, he's so complicated, but i thats what keeps me hanging on. it's like i just want to keep trying harder for his attention. everyone knows how i am. i just don't know what i'm going to do when he gets unhappy, because i already know i'm going to flip if he starts talking to another girl. :( anyone have any advice for this situation? it would be greatly appreciated. so when i'm not with arik, i've been with my fabulous girls. i ♥ them. OH, and i totally forgot to mention that i have taken up softball! haha, i'm playing for dunbar. i really suck, but it's going to be alot of fun. first game is the on the 25th, so i better see you there! it's been really fun hanging out with new people though. me, blair, emily, and jordan have been working on passing and jordan's pitching. it's fun. i'm feeling pretty sick today, rough night last night. arik is at the beach for the weekend with his boyfriend. lmao, oh well. i think me and jordan are going to go to lauren, tiffany, and blair's dance recital tonight. that should be fun. i've been asleep since about 11:30 and i just now got up. so i've got to go get on with the day now! i will be updating again soon, hopefully. please leave me some comments though, haha, if anyone actually read all this stuff! i loveee ya!