Wow, that was fierce.
This made me think. Stephen, I could kill you right now. I don't know which part hurt me more. The whole last sunset with Kristen romance bull shit or the I don't see LC and I hangin' out when we get to San Fran. Having him about two seconds away and not slapping his him in the face was a very very hard thing to do.
His response. "Well, Kristen was young. I don't want to hurt her, so I say things that she wants to hear." So am I not a fucking human being? I don't have feelings? I don't matter. You can just deny me as a friend like nothing? That's the knife in the back that kills me. Like Stephen, he had nothing productive to say about it. Then, the whole crying think at their last sunset. How grand was that? *laughs out loud* He was crying. "No I fuckin' wasn't. And it wasn't even about her, I was upset I was leaving my friends, my family, and Laguna. Why can't he just be up front with me? The whole "butterfly in the stomach" quote didn't help him any. When it comes down to it, he's a jerk. I shouldn't even be his friend, but I am and I care. I couldn't think of a feeling I hate more.
When he picked me up from the airport, wow, that took me back. I remember when I was picking up the baggage is when it hit me. No more spending time with Lo or the gang, no long talks with my parents, no theme parties. That was all gone. I felt so alone. Then when I walked out, when I saw him. This relief came over me and I thought to myself, I'm going to be okay. I can do this.
So there's a new season and woohoo, Kristen is the narrator. This second season is a surprise to me. They kept shooting after Stephen and I went to San Fran, but they said they probably wouldn't use it and if they did, it would only be available online or in a special DVD. All, I know is that girl in the black Mercedes, is a bitch.
Enough of my rants for one night. I hope you guys enjoyed the final episode. It was real interesting for me. It brought some issues back between Stephen and I, but I'm over it now. He'll get it when he sees his cute little Kristen hooking up with all these new guys. *bites bottom lip* You know he'll be there like an idiot for him too.
One day I'll learn. I'll find a guy who's just right for me. Someone who'll feel the same way I do.
Love Always
Lauren Conrad "LC"
His response. "Well, Kristen was young. I don't want to hurt her, so I say things that she wants to hear." So am I not a fucking human being? I don't have feelings? I don't matter. You can just deny me as a friend like nothing? That's the knife in the back that kills me. Like Stephen, he had nothing productive to say about it. Then, the whole crying think at their last sunset. How grand was that? *laughs out loud* He was crying. "No I fuckin' wasn't. And it wasn't even about her, I was upset I was leaving my friends, my family, and Laguna. Why can't he just be up front with me? The whole "butterfly in the stomach" quote didn't help him any. When it comes down to it, he's a jerk. I shouldn't even be his friend, but I am and I care. I couldn't think of a feeling I hate more.
When he picked me up from the airport, wow, that took me back. I remember when I was picking up the baggage is when it hit me. No more spending time with Lo or the gang, no long talks with my parents, no theme parties. That was all gone. I felt so alone. Then when I walked out, when I saw him. This relief came over me and I thought to myself, I'm going to be okay. I can do this.
So there's a new season and woohoo, Kristen is the narrator. This second season is a surprise to me. They kept shooting after Stephen and I went to San Fran, but they said they probably wouldn't use it and if they did, it would only be available online or in a special DVD. All, I know is that girl in the black Mercedes, is a bitch.
Enough of my rants for one night. I hope you guys enjoyed the final episode. It was real interesting for me. It brought some issues back between Stephen and I, but I'm over it now. He'll get it when he sees his cute little Kristen hooking up with all these new guys. *bites bottom lip* You know he'll be there like an idiot for him too.
One day I'll learn. I'll find a guy who's just right for me. Someone who'll feel the same way I do.
Love Always
Lauren Conrad "LC"