Last post for a while
Looks like this is gonna be my last post for a while. I don't think I'm gonna be online for the next 2-3 weeks but I'll try to at least update once or twice.
Last night I went to Matty's and Adam's place for a party. I was so pooped before I went but I took a shower and did go anyways. Since I didn't drink since December the alcohol was kicking in my system fast LOL. When we got there, I went there with Geoff, Thomas and Azusa....they wanted to go to Taco Bell so bad. LOL So they just kinda dropped me off.
Carla and Sam were fucking wasted. It was hilarious. And Emma looked kinda wasted too. I'm kinda sad that this is the whole group we started out with and stayed together during the year. But it was good to each other. We were just hanging outside. There were lots of people. Even Justin and Chavis were there. LOL They're both kinda cute.
I didn't feel like staying that long because I know that if I would've ....I really would've gotten wasted and I needed to get up early this morning. Thank God Magon and Dara were there and they had curfew so they gave me a ride back to campus.
So this morning I started packing my last stuff and cleaning.... I just said bye to Noriko....they're all going to Birmingham, AL to watch the womens soccer team play against Brazil.
Talked to dad yesterday...He's kinda difficult and STRANGE.
So Lori is probably gonna be here around 1-2pm. She had some stuff to do. Which is fine..I wanted to relax here for myself anyways. I don't know what it is but it always feels good to talk to her.
And I kind of upset Gregg. He's such a sweet guy and Gina says....give him a chance. But no...I don't really want to date. I think I just want to be alone. Relationships are depressing and I do not want to worry about anybody or have anyone worried about me. So I can focus on other things
I am blessed with my life no matter the obstacles and struggles. I have great friends, people who care about me around me. What more can I ask for? Exactly.....people should just sit and think about how grateful one should be about life and everything in it. There worse things in life.
And you should just think about this: Whenever something goes bad and doesn't go the way you planned it.....don't be upset. Think of what the Lord is planning. He has a plan and He loves you and think of the fact that He has a better plan for you. Things may go bad because the Lord wants to teach you a lesson....to reach a goal...He is taking it step by step by each and every one of us. To get and have the very best in life...the Lord is teaching me life lessons step by step so I will be able to survive!!!!
I know I'm rambling but yeah...that's what my journal is for. Alrighty....maybe I'll be back later.
For the ones of you in college....good luck with FINALS!!!! I'm done hehehe. Have fun in the summer and stay out of trouble. You all stay safe!
God Bless.
Note: Gotta email coach to ask for my final grades too.