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i'm sinking further into this hole of depression/nothingness.
and i hate it.
and i accidentally O.D. on the pills i have to take after the emergency room last night.
so i'm reallyyy drowsy.
fuck valentines day.
hopefully tonight will be good though :-)
i wish i couldve gone to lax today but the dr told me not to :-(
i wish everyone would stop breaking up with everyone and that we could just all be happy.
haha. last year it was great (minus the few stages i went through)
this year is just ridiculously filled with drama/sad/depression.
some happiness but not as much as i'd like/as much as last year
i cant believe i'm doing this to myself.
and i hate it.
and i accidentally O.D. on the pills i have to take after the emergency room last night.
so i'm reallyyy drowsy.
fuck valentines day.
hopefully tonight will be good though :-)
i wish i couldve gone to lax today but the dr told me not to :-(
i wish everyone would stop breaking up with everyone and that we could just all be happy.
haha. last year it was great (minus the few stages i went through)
this year is just ridiculously filled with drama/sad/depression.
some happiness but not as much as i'd like/as much as last year
i cant believe i'm doing this to myself.