need a virtue

[lauren10]

i wait and wait
pausing and debating and remembering.

remembering.

i wait and wait
to see if you say anything
to see you prove to me that i am not a variable
that i am not disposable

(those are heavy words together.
disposable and remembering.)

all of those words are verbs
but i dont really do anything
i dont act on them
but they still happen