equations
"essentially, the way you treat music is the way you treat people. they're music, and i end up handling too many friends like hit songs by putting them on repeat for a week, wearing them out quickly and then ravenously prowling for something else. in the meantime i turn down their volume by letting my interest in them atrophy. i get to the point where i think, yes, you're still a good song, but damn, i just want to put on something else now. i've memorized your beat, your highs, your lows, your lulls, your crescendos. whenever you come on the radio, i curl up and cup my hands over my ears, because, at this point, silence is less cliché. i don't want to wake up next to a one-hit wonder who only has a catchy hook. can i get something new, or at least a remix?"
to me, a song is an interplay of differential juxtapositions, of both contrasts and complements, and i want somebody who has seemingly infinite, intermingled layers--and somebody who is always amazing in bed so, instead of tearing off my headphones in frustration, i could say, yeah, i'll fall asleep with you."
i love music. alot. i like watching the crowd rock out more than i like to rock out. i freak out on the energy. which is why i love to tour with bands. when i am on tour i am at lauren 150%. i thrive on tour. i love watching the music form and come together through a big journey(tour/relationships). music is mathmatical to me. everything is mathmatical to me. sometimes that overwhelms me when i sit down and think about it. my dad used to teach me shortcuts in math by showing me the similiarities in music.
it has given me a complex.
to me, a song is an interplay of differential juxtapositions, of both contrasts and complements, and i want somebody who has seemingly infinite, intermingled layers--and somebody who is always amazing in bed so, instead of tearing off my headphones in frustration, i could say, yeah, i'll fall asleep with you."
i love music. alot. i like watching the crowd rock out more than i like to rock out. i freak out on the energy. which is why i love to tour with bands. when i am on tour i am at lauren 150%. i thrive on tour. i love watching the music form and come together through a big journey(tour/relationships). music is mathmatical to me. everything is mathmatical to me. sometimes that overwhelms me when i sit down and think about it. my dad used to teach me shortcuts in math by showing me the similiarities in music.
it has given me a complex.