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yay!! i just finished my philosophy paper... which wasnt hard to write, i just have a problem with procrastinating!! argh!! glad thats over with... whew!! and now get to study for finals all week :(
its weird moving out of the dorms. i dont know how to explain it but its a little bit like highschool grad again, but on a different level. im excited as hell to have my own place, dont get me wrong. but there are so many people that i will never see again that im gonna miss. people ive loved, people ove hated, people ive laughed at/with, and people that i just see all the time and give the awkward close-mouthed smile and nod. its weird, but ill miss those kids. i think its just the fact that we actually are growing up now. i thought leaving highschool would be weird but ive been babied by uga all yr... living in a big house w/all your friends, playing outside, eating before 7 pm, taking naps.... theyve pushed us back into preschool. i think i started getting sad when the lofts started coming down, and now some of my friends have already left and its too fuckin weird. i dunno. maybe im just weird.
i think the first year of college is awesome. lets admit it, i fucked myself over in the academic department, lost the hope, and am kicked out/on acad. probabtion for a semester.. oh, and if i wanna come back, im payin bc my mom wont. but all that aside... i have loved this year through and through. i feel like im definitely different, and so is everyone else. at first i felt like i had lost control over my life and the people in it, but then i realized that you HAVE to lose control and just be yourself (after you find out who you are) and go with it. the quote "learn to live with what you are," by ben folds makes a shit-ton of sense, ya know? ive grown a lot and i am honestly happy for the most part. i think growing up comes at surprising times in surprising ways but its wonderful. also, finding out that people are actually onions is wonderful.
~LM
its weird moving out of the dorms. i dont know how to explain it but its a little bit like highschool grad again, but on a different level. im excited as hell to have my own place, dont get me wrong. but there are so many people that i will never see again that im gonna miss. people ive loved, people ove hated, people ive laughed at/with, and people that i just see all the time and give the awkward close-mouthed smile and nod. its weird, but ill miss those kids. i think its just the fact that we actually are growing up now. i thought leaving highschool would be weird but ive been babied by uga all yr... living in a big house w/all your friends, playing outside, eating before 7 pm, taking naps.... theyve pushed us back into preschool. i think i started getting sad when the lofts started coming down, and now some of my friends have already left and its too fuckin weird. i dunno. maybe im just weird.
i think the first year of college is awesome. lets admit it, i fucked myself over in the academic department, lost the hope, and am kicked out/on acad. probabtion for a semester.. oh, and if i wanna come back, im payin bc my mom wont. but all that aside... i have loved this year through and through. i feel like im definitely different, and so is everyone else. at first i felt like i had lost control over my life and the people in it, but then i realized that you HAVE to lose control and just be yourself (after you find out who you are) and go with it. the quote "learn to live with what you are," by ben folds makes a shit-ton of sense, ya know? ive grown a lot and i am honestly happy for the most part. i think growing up comes at surprising times in surprising ways but its wonderful. also, finding out that people are actually onions is wonderful.
~LM