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I've been asking myself lately.. what do i really want?
i found someone i thought i really liked and i found myself realizing that I cannot be in a relationship at the moment because i don't even know who i am. it's not far to you at all, but we arnt made for each other. and ive never got over it yet.
I'm spending the summer in Italy because what i want more than anything is to be away from Markham. I try and convince myself that its for the credit, oppurtunity, and to see Italy. that is part of the reason but the number one reason is to be away from here. I'm scared that when the summer comes I'm going to want nothing more but to stay here. but at the moment i would give anything to be on the other side of the world away from everything.
I hate when people know exactly what they're doing with their lives cuz i have no idea, but i still wish that i was a year older and going to university this september.
things are changing way to quickly...
hmm im due for a huge breakdown
i found someone i thought i really liked and i found myself realizing that I cannot be in a relationship at the moment because i don't even know who i am. it's not far to you at all, but we arnt made for each other. and ive never got over it yet.
I'm spending the summer in Italy because what i want more than anything is to be away from Markham. I try and convince myself that its for the credit, oppurtunity, and to see Italy. that is part of the reason but the number one reason is to be away from here. I'm scared that when the summer comes I'm going to want nothing more but to stay here. but at the moment i would give anything to be on the other side of the world away from everything.
I hate when people know exactly what they're doing with their lives cuz i have no idea, but i still wish that i was a year older and going to university this september.
things are changing way to quickly...
hmm im due for a huge breakdown