gonna take my chance, gonna rock and dance
finally, a quiet night at home. i have decided i will not go out or anything until i have restored some sort of order to my life. i can still update my livejournal though.
camping was lovely. a nice break, except that i had just come back from a nice break so it was really more like an un break and now i need a break from my breaks. still, <3 camping, deana, pete and chris and frog catching. nature called to me on this trip, and i returned its call. i need more animals. several of them might be frogs. seriously, they're so freaking cute. and awesome. hidalgo is and always will be my love, but i think he needs friends. also, i want something furry. speaking of fury things...
there is a rabbit who lives in a hole next to my driveway. he is brown and i see him when i pull into my driveway, because he likes to sit on it. he hops away, but not like a normal rabit, he sortof stands up on his feet, so that there is like 2 inches between him and the ground and you can see his feet. because of this, i have named him crazy eddie the second. crazy eddie the first is my brother in law's best friend who did this weird dance at my sister's wedding where he stood on his toes and bopped from side to side and held his hands like he was playing the piano. eddie has a tv show now i guess, it airs tongiht at 10 on fx.
anyway, back to camping. we got rained out big time on the second night, and pete and i were forced to take shelter in my car. the 240 is a driving machine that was not enginiered to sleep two wet campers, especially not someone as tall as pete. it kindof sucked. but it didn't, cause we were together. tuesday was six months for us. thats right, we've sucessfully trippled the record rob newquist and i set in the 8th grade. go us. i'm so happy, its really amazing. i am lucky lucky lucky.
the summer is quickly ending. i don't want it to. i don't know. i had kindof expected it to be a lot worse. but i think i have realized that i know amazing people. i don't have to spend my time with people who don't make me happy, because i have plenty that make me so happy. now if only i could just get them all in one place.
i am distracted as of late. i'm not sure why that is. or maybe i am. whenever i am in a situation where i should be extremely emotional, i'm not. my mind is somewhere else. i feel kindof like i am just going through the motions, until i can get my mind in the same place as my body. i need to focus. i'm much too flakey.
<3
camping was lovely. a nice break, except that i had just come back from a nice break so it was really more like an un break and now i need a break from my breaks. still, <3 camping, deana, pete and chris and frog catching. nature called to me on this trip, and i returned its call. i need more animals. several of them might be frogs. seriously, they're so freaking cute. and awesome. hidalgo is and always will be my love, but i think he needs friends. also, i want something furry. speaking of fury things...
there is a rabbit who lives in a hole next to my driveway. he is brown and i see him when i pull into my driveway, because he likes to sit on it. he hops away, but not like a normal rabit, he sortof stands up on his feet, so that there is like 2 inches between him and the ground and you can see his feet. because of this, i have named him crazy eddie the second. crazy eddie the first is my brother in law's best friend who did this weird dance at my sister's wedding where he stood on his toes and bopped from side to side and held his hands like he was playing the piano. eddie has a tv show now i guess, it airs tongiht at 10 on fx.
anyway, back to camping. we got rained out big time on the second night, and pete and i were forced to take shelter in my car. the 240 is a driving machine that was not enginiered to sleep two wet campers, especially not someone as tall as pete. it kindof sucked. but it didn't, cause we were together. tuesday was six months for us. thats right, we've sucessfully trippled the record rob newquist and i set in the 8th grade. go us. i'm so happy, its really amazing. i am lucky lucky lucky.
the summer is quickly ending. i don't want it to. i don't know. i had kindof expected it to be a lot worse. but i think i have realized that i know amazing people. i don't have to spend my time with people who don't make me happy, because i have plenty that make me so happy. now if only i could just get them all in one place.
i am distracted as of late. i'm not sure why that is. or maybe i am. whenever i am in a situation where i should be extremely emotional, i'm not. my mind is somewhere else. i feel kindof like i am just going through the motions, until i can get my mind in the same place as my body. i need to focus. i'm much too flakey.
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