When the best things in life rot...
I've given up. I have! On school. and work. and studying. i've slacked off. i can't believe it. how could i??? everything is usually just so easy for me! im supposed to understand everything without having to put forth much effort. i NEVER stress over school. until now.
ENGLISH. i hate it, and always have. it's the devil. gah i hate it so much. Mrs. Miller is evil. she expects WAY to much out of us, especially being and advanced class, as opposed to honors. like we're college kids or something. i have a C in there. 81.5. but that's just because i didn't do this one homework assignment b/c i didn't know it was assigned. and fat chance reasoning with the witch. psh, my b anyways, i should've KNOWN that was our homework. ok whatever.
ALGEBRA. love the subject, math in general, always have. until today. ok well this is partly my fault, too because i didn't do the math homework. so, of course, i have to do a warm-up question on the board. i have no clue what im doing. so i stand there for like 10 mins. and finally i ask mr. cox what to do. and so i eventually get the problem, but i feel stupid at this point. especially since Ranson's out there probably laughing at me. b/c he's apparently smart now. and then we have this crazy confusing lesson about elipses and junk. and it's bad. and no one gets it. except Lina. not even Caleb Little gets it. and Caleb gets EVERYTHING. so im feeling like im drowning at this point, and wondering why the heck i haven't been studying and doing my homework and what a bad girl am i. so today i hate math.
so now im motivated, positively and negatively, to do my work. and right along with it, probably exercise more. and spend less time on the computer. this is what i wrote about in health today. will power. and not having any. so i have to get some now. hopefully soon my grades will go back up and i'll be happier and more physically active and my complexion will clear up. so happy day. go Lauren! way to turn a gray day into a... green day? b/c that's my favorite color and a rocking awesome band.
in conclusion: i've decided that if everything in life that i love, care about, put my time into, and know is right were to leave me, i don't think i would make it. these items include friends, family, grades, money, food, physical wellness, and yes, guys. what's missing? yep. God. he's all i'd have. which should be enough. but somehow, at this point, idk if it would be. so i'll have to work on that. see you guys later.
ENGLISH. i hate it, and always have. it's the devil. gah i hate it so much. Mrs. Miller is evil. she expects WAY to much out of us, especially being and advanced class, as opposed to honors. like we're college kids or something. i have a C in there. 81.5. but that's just because i didn't do this one homework assignment b/c i didn't know it was assigned. and fat chance reasoning with the witch. psh, my b anyways, i should've KNOWN that was our homework. ok whatever.
ALGEBRA. love the subject, math in general, always have. until today. ok well this is partly my fault, too because i didn't do the math homework. so, of course, i have to do a warm-up question on the board. i have no clue what im doing. so i stand there for like 10 mins. and finally i ask mr. cox what to do. and so i eventually get the problem, but i feel stupid at this point. especially since Ranson's out there probably laughing at me. b/c he's apparently smart now. and then we have this crazy confusing lesson about elipses and junk. and it's bad. and no one gets it. except Lina. not even Caleb Little gets it. and Caleb gets EVERYTHING. so im feeling like im drowning at this point, and wondering why the heck i haven't been studying and doing my homework and what a bad girl am i. so today i hate math.
so now im motivated, positively and negatively, to do my work. and right along with it, probably exercise more. and spend less time on the computer. this is what i wrote about in health today. will power. and not having any. so i have to get some now. hopefully soon my grades will go back up and i'll be happier and more physically active and my complexion will clear up. so happy day. go Lauren! way to turn a gray day into a... green day? b/c that's my favorite color and a rocking awesome band.
in conclusion: i've decided that if everything in life that i love, care about, put my time into, and know is right were to leave me, i don't think i would make it. these items include friends, family, grades, money, food, physical wellness, and yes, guys. what's missing? yep. God. he's all i'd have. which should be enough. but somehow, at this point, idk if it would be. so i'll have to work on that. see you guys later.