yup.
ok...so life sucks to the 9th power right now...maybe more, maybe less, im not so sure.
1.) i am still no closer to finding a real job
2.) i am getting bored with my fake job (gap)
3.) a. got into an accident on friday
b. need to find $1000 to pay for my insurance deductible(which, by the way, ain't happening, so i guess i will have to drive it as is and hope the hood doesnt fly open when im driving and kill me and/or other people)
4.) some prescriptions i need filled may not be covered under my insurance, and can cost me anywhere from $90 and up
5.) i have over $1000 on my credit card & i owe my mom money
6.) my boyfriend and i broke up on the same day i got into an accident
7.) christmas is coming and i cannot afford to buy anyone gifts
8.) come december i have to start paying back my college loans
9.) come january i will be uninsured.
thought: if you are already standing in a pile of shit, and someone heaps a little more on top of you...does it really matter? you are standing in shit either way. yup.
as for positive things...
1.) gapkids boys in my store was the most successful section this past week (besides women's), and it never usually beats gapkids girls. so i would like to think i have had something to do with that, as i am the boys merchandiser.
2.) I am going to an ACT show this week at TCNJ...I miss everyone there and am so excited to see the show.
3.) I still have the best puppy that ever lived and he can always make me happy <3 Mister Chachi <3 when i cry, he licks the tears off my face, and when someone comes near me that he doesnt know, he barks at them to protect me :)
4.) i am alive and healthy, as is my family. what more can you really ask for?
so maybe life isn't so bad after all...gotta just keep on trucking
1.) i am still no closer to finding a real job
2.) i am getting bored with my fake job (gap)
3.) a. got into an accident on friday
b. need to find $1000 to pay for my insurance deductible(which, by the way, ain't happening, so i guess i will have to drive it as is and hope the hood doesnt fly open when im driving and kill me and/or other people)
4.) some prescriptions i need filled may not be covered under my insurance, and can cost me anywhere from $90 and up
5.) i have over $1000 on my credit card & i owe my mom money
6.) my boyfriend and i broke up on the same day i got into an accident
7.) christmas is coming and i cannot afford to buy anyone gifts
8.) come december i have to start paying back my college loans
9.) come january i will be uninsured.
thought: if you are already standing in a pile of shit, and someone heaps a little more on top of you...does it really matter? you are standing in shit either way. yup.
as for positive things...
1.) gapkids boys in my store was the most successful section this past week (besides women's), and it never usually beats gapkids girls. so i would like to think i have had something to do with that, as i am the boys merchandiser.
2.) I am going to an ACT show this week at TCNJ...I miss everyone there and am so excited to see the show.
3.) I still have the best puppy that ever lived and he can always make me happy <3 Mister Chachi <3 when i cry, he licks the tears off my face, and when someone comes near me that he doesnt know, he barks at them to protect me :)
4.) i am alive and healthy, as is my family. what more can you really ask for?
so maybe life isn't so bad after all...gotta just keep on trucking