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wow. this week has been..
i really dont know
i cant exactly describe it.
but tonight i realized so much
i didnt cry at first
but then i just saw lainey and i couldnt help myself
lainey starr you are my best friend in the entire effin world and nothing will ever change that. NOTHING. you mean everything to me, nothing less. i dont know what i would do without you. you ARE my everything.
after i started, i couldnt stop.
i saw chad and he just hugged me and kissed me and wouldnt let me go
god do i love him.
and to YOU.
you have so many people who love you its unreal. i just want you to know were ALWAYS here for you, & your family, like we said. your an amazing person- and i love you.
its so sad to think about all this.
my little cousin was best friends with sam
i cant even imagine what hes feeling..
his best friend is gone.
two families, torn apart..
anyway, after the services me whit max jerome & josh went to baskin robbins with a bunch of the seniors.
it was nice.
then this senior allie took me home and shes taking me to school everyday now until she gets out.
hah i love how i finally find a ride and its like 15 days before the seniors get out..
lovely, huh?
well i have a project to finish up
a test to study for
(not like im in the mood but whatever)
tomorrow im going to chads
then who knows?
oh and my cell got taken away cause i was on it at 10.30 tonight
blahhh. oh well. i think i get it back tomorrow..
RIP- judy alex & sam.
and much love and support to the father.
and love for all of my wonderful friends
i dont know what id do without you guys<3
and love for you
i know this SO hard
but im so proud of you
we all are.
goodnight. i love you all<3
i really dont know
i cant exactly describe it.
but tonight i realized so much
i didnt cry at first
but then i just saw lainey and i couldnt help myself
lainey starr you are my best friend in the entire effin world and nothing will ever change that. NOTHING. you mean everything to me, nothing less. i dont know what i would do without you. you ARE my everything.
after i started, i couldnt stop.
i saw chad and he just hugged me and kissed me and wouldnt let me go
god do i love him.
and to YOU.
you have so many people who love you its unreal. i just want you to know were ALWAYS here for you, & your family, like we said. your an amazing person- and i love you.
its so sad to think about all this.
my little cousin was best friends with sam
i cant even imagine what hes feeling..
his best friend is gone.
two families, torn apart..
anyway, after the services me whit max jerome & josh went to baskin robbins with a bunch of the seniors.
it was nice.
then this senior allie took me home and shes taking me to school everyday now until she gets out.
hah i love how i finally find a ride and its like 15 days before the seniors get out..
lovely, huh?
well i have a project to finish up
a test to study for
(not like im in the mood but whatever)
tomorrow im going to chads
then who knows?
oh and my cell got taken away cause i was on it at 10.30 tonight
blahhh. oh well. i think i get it back tomorrow..
RIP- judy alex & sam.
and much love and support to the father.
and love for all of my wonderful friends
i dont know what id do without you guys<3
and love for you
i know this SO hard
but im so proud of you
we all are.
goodnight. i love you all<3