i'm not wearing this skirt for anyone but myself
today was pretty good. we saw the "vagina monologues" tonight. it was pretty awesome. i was excited!
i'm up at 1:40 am. i am so extremely tired, but can't sleep. partly because i'm really worried about many different things, and the other part because there is a party going on next door. i had to go make a complaint earlier, but i don't want to be a nazi, so i'm not going back over! it'll be alright, i guess.
things are so crazy in my life. i feel as if i'm watching my life go by, and i have no control of the situation. it's such a weird feeling. i should have every bit of control over my life. i can't seem to grasp it, though. my heart, the crazy partying i've been doing lately...i just don't know. like alicia and i were talking last night...we can resist anything but temptation. maybe i just need a better sex life! that might solve a lot of problem!
so...i got drunk the other night, and went into a porn store w/ some of my friends (they were sober) and bought some "anal eze". it's crazy, because i didn't really even remember it until i stepped on the bag the next day! i wonder if i'll be using it anytime soon...
i'm up at 1:40 am. i am so extremely tired, but can't sleep. partly because i'm really worried about many different things, and the other part because there is a party going on next door. i had to go make a complaint earlier, but i don't want to be a nazi, so i'm not going back over! it'll be alright, i guess.
things are so crazy in my life. i feel as if i'm watching my life go by, and i have no control of the situation. it's such a weird feeling. i should have every bit of control over my life. i can't seem to grasp it, though. my heart, the crazy partying i've been doing lately...i just don't know. like alicia and i were talking last night...we can resist anything but temptation. maybe i just need a better sex life! that might solve a lot of problem!
so...i got drunk the other night, and went into a porn store w/ some of my friends (they were sober) and bought some "anal eze". it's crazy, because i didn't really even remember it until i stepped on the bag the next day! i wonder if i'll be using it anytime soon...