Feb 08, 2006 10:45
i'm supposed to be in class right now, but i didn't go. i puked this morning at work. my pappaw is getting prepped for his radiation chemotherapy treatment as i am typing this. it sucks. i called him last night to wish him luck. my whole family was there with him and my mammaw. everyone but me. i have to stuck here in murray. i hate it. i hate it so bad. i just wish i could be there w/ him right now. but i can't. i had to choose to go to school 2 1/2 hours away from home. that will change. i don't have much longer.
on the other side, i am going to miss my murray friends terribly! i have so much fun here. it saddens me that i cannot stay here. but there is no way. i am just sick and tired of being away from home. i'll come to visit murray frequently, though. so i can ride around and jam out w/ alicia.
i guess that's all. please keep my pappaw in your prayers, if you wish to do so. it would be greatly appreciated.