when i get to heaven
fuck. i hate shit. it stresses me out.
why do the ones who do not deserve it at all, end up with it? the bad stuff. how can there be someone handing out wrong destiny's? is there such a thing as a spoof in God's world? hell yes. and this is a terrible mistake.
my pappaw was just diagnosed w/ cancer. i'm not sure what kind...i'll get more details tomorrow. it's some type of thyroid cancer. i've been researching it. with one type, it has a 90% cure rate if caught early enough. in other types, there is a 4% cure rate. nervous. i will be praying a lot.
this always happens to me.i hate it.why can't i have someone to keep that i am so close to?did i do something wrong in a former life to deserve this?am i presently doing something wrong?am i a shitty person?you tell me.
in 9th grade, i lost my best friend. what is up w/ that? i get upset. in grade school, best friends were all you knew. what happens when yours gets taken away? suck it up and deal with it bitch. there isn't a damn thing you can do about it.
why do the ones who do not deserve it at all, end up with it? the bad stuff. how can there be someone handing out wrong destiny's? is there such a thing as a spoof in God's world? hell yes. and this is a terrible mistake.
my pappaw was just diagnosed w/ cancer. i'm not sure what kind...i'll get more details tomorrow. it's some type of thyroid cancer. i've been researching it. with one type, it has a 90% cure rate if caught early enough. in other types, there is a 4% cure rate. nervous. i will be praying a lot.
this always happens to me.i hate it.why can't i have someone to keep that i am so close to?did i do something wrong in a former life to deserve this?am i presently doing something wrong?am i a shitty person?you tell me.
in 9th grade, i lost my best friend. what is up w/ that? i get upset. in grade school, best friends were all you knew. what happens when yours gets taken away? suck it up and deal with it bitch. there isn't a damn thing you can do about it.