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I feel like a bad person when I make decisions involving Nick. Maybe not talking to him is just me, trying to be a better person. Not just in instances regarding him, but maybe as a reflection to the rest of my life. I want to be healthier, happier, smarter, try-harder.. do more.. sleep less.. save money.. write thank you cards.. work out.. skip dessert.. make time.. smile, and mean it.. finish what I start.. get organized.. stay organized.. finish to-do lists.. obey deadlines.. take vitamins.. stop swearing.. listen more.. speak less.. stay positive.. be more artistic.. respect people.. try new foods.. clean out my closet (literally).. get out of Moscow.. stretch.. be on time.. read more.. floss my teeth.. stop and smell the flowers.. paint.. hand write a letter.. pay off credit cards.. move on.. catch up with old friends.. take more pictures.. drink less.. take advantage of the peaceful mornings.. make better decisions.. better myself. Life is short, start now. Grow up. This starts with me.. I can't use Nick, or anyone else to get over anything in my life or to move on. It's a personal thing. I think summer camp will be the best thing for me this summer.