Jan 18, 2009 23:01
...and anyone who relates that back to N'Sync, I'm giving you a long-distance, technological boot in the ass.
Lately I've been feeling a little out of the loop. Well, out of several loops I suppose. I just can't seem to get with it. My schoolwork feels rushed, I'm feeling kind of apathetic towards my job, and there's no way I've socialized nearly enough lately. Here's a breakdown of my schedule:
Monday:
Class from 9:30-11:30
Break
Class from 2:30-3:30
Tuesday:
Class from 1-4
Wednesday:
Class from 11:30-1:30
Break
Class from 2:30-3:30
Every 2nd Wednesday - teach dance from 4:30-5
Thursday:
Class from 1-4
Friday:
Tutorial from 10:30-11:30
Break
Class from 12:30-1:30
Break
Class from 2:30-3:30
Saturday:
8 hour shift at work
Sunday:
Work 11-5
Dance (usually) 7-9
Any days in which I'm in school are preceded and ended by a minimum of a 40 minute bus ride to and from my house, respectively. This doesn't seem too bad on the face of it but yet, I'm completely exhausted. Each day I just push through, waiting for sleep. I miss my friends. For that matter, I miss being a good friend. I'd like to stop sleepwalking through my days and start really enjoying them again and stop separating myself from everyone. That sounds kind of melodramatic but it's true. I need to get re-acquainted with socializing.