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its not that he wasn't a nice guy. he was actually quite witty & funny and could hold his own against me. i enjoyed his company tonight. it just wasn't what i was looking for. i guess that is what first dates are all about, well dating in general. to see how compatible you are and pursue a relationship if you share the same intentions for the future. but i being young and immature just want to date and not be so serious. that is unless it is the man i'm trying so desperately to get over. i'm trying to move on because i know its the right thing to do or thats what my friends tell me. its not fair to myself to hang on to something that isn't there. but my hopeful romantic side says wait it out, he'll come around. it was completeheaven when we were together. i would give anything, i would sign my soul over to the devil, if it meant we would be together again. how do you get over someone so incredibly perfect for you? how do try to make do with less when you know how wonderfully perfect it can be?
i guess it takes time. all things take time. getting to know someone. starting over. realizing you need to find independence. i do not need a boy to be happy, but it doesn't hurt ya know? i just wish i could find someone in athens as perfect for me as my last boyfriend and things could actually work out. that's my optimism shining through. tall, dark, handsome, my age maybe a year or 2 or 4 older, funny as hell, relaxed, loves spooning, and an UGA fan. i may be asking to much with all that but i'd like to hope he's out there. if you know anyone who fits that description, let me know.
i guess it takes time. all things take time. getting to know someone. starting over. realizing you need to find independence. i do not need a boy to be happy, but it doesn't hurt ya know? i just wish i could find someone in athens as perfect for me as my last boyfriend and things could actually work out. that's my optimism shining through. tall, dark, handsome, my age maybe a year or 2 or 4 older, funny as hell, relaxed, loves spooning, and an UGA fan. i may be asking to much with all that but i'd like to hope he's out there. if you know anyone who fits that description, let me know.