stop getting your hopes up
I'm anxious about taking classes and working full time. I was confident that I could do it and now that classes have started I am nervous, and I only have one syllabus so far! I'm nervous that I'm going to let something slip. I'm too much of a perfectionist to give less than 100%- even though I shouldn't bother at work since it seems like no one else is... but that's beside the point. I'm sure I'll do fine and surprise myself in the end, but I am nervous.
I've been feeling a bit down lately. I just watched Bridget Jones' Diary so beware- single girl in her 30's. I shouldn't have watched it. I don't have any close friends in town and I miss the days that I did... I miss talking and laughing in person, instead of messaging on facebook and refreshing the page to see if anyone has updated their status with anything interesting. I feel utterly pathetic. My only companions are my cats and my television and my wonderful family who puts up with me coming to visit so often. At least Michael will be here in February so I'll have someone to spend time with and I can pretend I am in a relationship for two months.
keep smiling...
I've been feeling a bit down lately. I just watched Bridget Jones' Diary so beware- single girl in her 30's. I shouldn't have watched it. I don't have any close friends in town and I miss the days that I did... I miss talking and laughing in person, instead of messaging on facebook and refreshing the page to see if anyone has updated their status with anything interesting. I feel utterly pathetic. My only companions are my cats and my television and my wonderful family who puts up with me coming to visit so often. At least Michael will be here in February so I'll have someone to spend time with and I can pretend I am in a relationship for two months.
keep smiling...