So what do i do?
It's been weeks since she's spoke to me and i don't feel that i should be the one to approach her. I did nothing wrong and got in trouble for it. I've got enough problems in my life like everyone else that i don't need her bitching at me about how i should be. Oh "stop bossing", "don't talk to me in that dry tone" , " you always do this". DO WHAT! I wasn't bossing i simply said if you wanted to do something organize it. Isn't that logical? If i wanted to do something i'd organize it, and apparently my suggestion was being bossy. Then she says don't talk to me in that dry tone. Well i wasn't being dry until i got pissed off and said to her well you let me know what to say and i'll say it cause no matter what i say it's never good enough. And apparently, I'M the one who jumps down her throat at everything.
So what am i supposed to do? Should i approach her even though i did nothing wrong? I only got nasty when she did. I've got enough shit i don't need hers. I think she's been looking for this opportunity to try and pull something like this on anyone within arms length but she picked the wrong person. Looking for the opportunity to try and blame me for something instead of actually looking at what's really wrong with her. At this point, i really don't care if i ever speak to her again. If something is negative in my life, like a cancer, i want no part of it. It's eating me up already. But i have to say, that i'm sure we'll speak again because she's always been a good friend otherwise. She just freaks out a tad too much over nothing sometimes. Honestly, i just can't be bothered. I'm tired of the nit picking and the analyzing, but here i am analyzing cause it bothers me. I did nothing wrong and now she's apparently not mad at me, but i don't see her approaching me in any way. She thinks i'm mad, and i am now because she's blaming me for nothing!
I'm sure if i did approach her it would be "oh so now you're over your little trip?" " oh so now you're my friend?" Oh so after all this time you've decided to talk to me?" but what was i supposed to do, talk to someone who yells at me at everything i say? I said to her "Do i ever speak to you like this in real life?" and why she repeated the question to me i dunno? 'cause SHE was the one who misunderstood ME in the first place.
I'm angry, i'm hurt, i'm tired of the crap, i'm neutral, i'm numb, i'm sad, i'm in the bitch mood where i don't give a crap, i'm disgusted, i'm ashamed, i'm all of that and more.
So what do i do?
Am i wrong?
So what am i supposed to do? Should i approach her even though i did nothing wrong? I only got nasty when she did. I've got enough shit i don't need hers. I think she's been looking for this opportunity to try and pull something like this on anyone within arms length but she picked the wrong person. Looking for the opportunity to try and blame me for something instead of actually looking at what's really wrong with her. At this point, i really don't care if i ever speak to her again. If something is negative in my life, like a cancer, i want no part of it. It's eating me up already. But i have to say, that i'm sure we'll speak again because she's always been a good friend otherwise. She just freaks out a tad too much over nothing sometimes. Honestly, i just can't be bothered. I'm tired of the nit picking and the analyzing, but here i am analyzing cause it bothers me. I did nothing wrong and now she's apparently not mad at me, but i don't see her approaching me in any way. She thinks i'm mad, and i am now because she's blaming me for nothing!
I'm sure if i did approach her it would be "oh so now you're over your little trip?" " oh so now you're my friend?" Oh so after all this time you've decided to talk to me?" but what was i supposed to do, talk to someone who yells at me at everything i say? I said to her "Do i ever speak to you like this in real life?" and why she repeated the question to me i dunno? 'cause SHE was the one who misunderstood ME in the first place.
I'm angry, i'm hurt, i'm tired of the crap, i'm neutral, i'm numb, i'm sad, i'm in the bitch mood where i don't give a crap, i'm disgusted, i'm ashamed, i'm all of that and more.
So what do i do?
Am i wrong?