WHY?!
Why is it that he runs to me when somethings wrong? Why is it that i'm the shoulder he wants to lean on? Why can't he lean on the shoulder of the girl he fucks? I'm good enough to 'listen' and be so 'kind' and 'gentle'. Oh i miss yous and oh i need to spend more time with yous. But never anything more than friends. Oh god no! It's unheard of! This insanity of me being seen as anything more that a friend it's outrageous! So why does he run to me? He can screw her and spill his guts. I'm sure she won't mind. So why hold it all in and tell me? Why tell me i'm beautiful and smart and everything every girl should be? If that's the case, why doesn't every guy like me? What's wrong with me? Am i asking too much to just have someone in my life? You're a blessing and a curse. You're my nightmare and my dream. And i can't change that. Why? Why can't i change your mind? Why can't i change my mind and forget about you?
Where did i take the wrong turn? Was it that left i took while driving to IGA three years ago? Was it that i took my first step on my left foot and not my right? When will this end? When will i get back on the right path? Or am i already there and it just seems hopeless and endless. Why did i meet him? What's he gonna do for me? He creates all these questions in my mind that i can't take at the end of the day. He's nobody special, so why is he significant to me? Why am i significant to him? WHY?!
Where did i take the wrong turn? Was it that left i took while driving to IGA three years ago? Was it that i took my first step on my left foot and not my right? When will this end? When will i get back on the right path? Or am i already there and it just seems hopeless and endless. Why did i meet him? What's he gonna do for me? He creates all these questions in my mind that i can't take at the end of the day. He's nobody special, so why is he significant to me? Why am i significant to him? WHY?!