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May 18, 2006 23:26

List up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) different people. Do not state who these people are.

1. I'm so scared, because I don't know what life is going to be like without you being minutes or seconds away.
2. I always thought that a "soulmate" was the person you were supposed to marry, but now I know the latter. You're my Marie away from Marie. That's why we'll never, ever, lose eachother. If I've ever taken you for granted, it wasn't intentional, and I'm so proud to have someone as talented, warm-hearted, and unselfish as you as my best friend.
3. I wish I could be more like you in every way, shape, and form. You have no idea how much I miss you and am going to miss you even more. I'm so scared we are going to fizzle away and only have memories, even though we both know how to keep that from happening.
4. You condemn those who judge you, but all you do is judge others. Your not always fucking right, and your negative attitude against the world will only make you die younger. I don't think I'll ever live up to your standards as a person no matter how hard I try.
5. I've only done my best to be there for you, but you never want to turn to me. It sucks that you will never look at me as a friend as you do others. I'm tired of you being my best buddy around a crowd, but my worst when there lacks a crowd. Either I'm your friend, or I'm not.
6. I don't know why it happened in the first place, and I still wonder what life would be like now if it did. Even though it's for the very best, I think about you daily.
7. It sucks that we'll never be closer because of her. I never let it affect you and I, so you shouldn't either. I feel more like you put up with me rather than want to be around me. Stop putting up a front and tell me what you really think so we can both feel better instead of living a lie. Believe it or not, I want you and I to be as close of friends as you her once were.
8. You have no idea how much you hurt me. And it sucks even more that I can't express it to you, because you will only be on the defense.
9. I'm so TIRED of working my butt off to be that friend that I would want you to be to me, but I barely even get an effort from you. Stop taking my friendship for granted.
10. Even so, I don't know where I would be if I didn't have all of you. You guys know who you are.
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