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my first love :) 1988
I'm sad tonight. First of all, I can't stop thinking about it. Second of all, a guy I used to work with (not closely, but he was a great guy and always laughed at my jokes) killed himself on Friday. And third of all, I've never been there but I think I am actually feeling pain, screaming down deep inside, because this is happening. And I have no idea why. It just hurts. Maybe because so many of those closest to me have gone up in flames.
I have to go work on my picture. Pain always makes a drawing better!