Sick

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Well I'm officially extremely sick. Can't stop coughing and sometimes I feel like I'm getting a fever, but then it goes away. My chest hurts every time I cough and I couldn't breath a while ago. My nose is stuffy, have a horrible headache and its soo damn cold. I hate being sick.

Window

You held me that day while we laid in
bed, you held me and didn't want to let go.
I was trying not to cry, trying not to feel
pain. Girl, but you broke me into pieces
when you picked the phone and made that call.

I tried, I swear I tried not to cry cuz I know
how much you hate it when I cry. I could not see
you, but you made me look at you and kissed me.
He came too soon to take you away.

You held me, kissed me and told me you loved
me. Begged me not to cry, but I could not help
myself. Then you let go and walked away.

I tried not to see you go, I tried not to look
out the window, but I did. You know I did.
I saw you get in the cab, I saw you leave and I
cried some more.

Now I wonder when will I see you again, when will
I get to hold you, kiss you and tell you that I love you.
The memories are not enough anymore, the wishing is not
enough, the wanting is killing me. When will I look out
the window and see you walking back into my life again?