Dec 12, 2004 07:55
ahh, so i am up waaay too early right now. i am waiting for my parents so we can go out to breakfast, but i'm not even hungry- it's too early!! but we all know i'm still gonna eat anyway :-p they came up for the opera scenes program, and i feel kinda bad for them and everyone else i told to come, just because my scene is only about 5 minutes long... but i guess it's kind of a big deal to me, so it's cool. i tried to warn everyone that it'd be so short, and not that the other scenes aren't worth seeing, but i didn't wanna blow this up too much. oh well. last nite was the first nite, and i think it all went pretty well. my hands have been rather shakey lately, and they didn't really shake last nite! at first, anyway... during a little solo thingy in the middle they started shaking, and all i could think about was how much of an asshole i looked like, but it turns out no one really caught it, so that was pretty relieving... makes me feel better about tonite's performance :o) (8pm, CFA concert hall, free!!! ;o) hehe...)
so i've just been so crazy busy these last weeks, especially since thanksgiving. today is going to be the worst, just because of all that's due tomorrow that i need to finish, even though i know i'm gonna be dying for a nap later... aaand after opera scenes tonite i was gonna have a few drinks because i haven't for weeks now and all my real vocal commitments are done after tonite, but i might have to just do work all nite :o( how sad!!! ohh, my life sucks!!!!!! heh... at least things will finally be winding down, now that juries and some finals have already been taken care of... speaking of juries, i think mine went pretty well. i felt pretty "on my voice" and all that crap, but my biggest challenge was *re-inventing* it everytime, since i've known it too well for too long. i guess i'll find out how it was received this coming week, i can't imagine it being too terrible (i really hope not!!)
what great timing, the rents just arrived!!! time to stuff my face ;o)