Of Laura and Bill- their destiny as seen in 3 A.M.
I woke up this night around 3 AM ( again! ) and couldn't go to sleep for a while.... I don't know how exactly did Bill and Laura come to my head.... all I know is that the next moment I was crying in the dark room... I couldn't calm down for at least an hour and a half....
I was thinking about Bill who was obviously destined to spend the rest of his life alone... this is the one thing that didn't change in him from the miniseries right until the end:
In the beginning he was a father of a son who didn't want to have anything in common with him and an ex-wife who was getting married... It was obvious that after his retirement Bill would have stayed alone in some house, without close people around him, only visited by Saul Tigh ( after his own retirement )...
In Daybreak Laura died and Bill decided to stay away from all people.... alone, again, just like he was supposed to be in the miniseries...
And another thing:
It was as if their love with Laura was never destined to be on the ground:
On Kobol they were just friends, still uneasy around each other.
While the people were settled on New Caprica, Bill was obliged to stay in his ship and watch for the cylons, he and Laura were separated.
And on earth Laura died.
Their love was only in the space, in the dark corridors of Galactica.... it was not supposed to be lived on the ground.... ever.... it was a short dream which was destined to be over a second after it had started....
Now I am crying again thanks to icedteainthebag's great daily topc in rememberlaura- lyrics which remind us of Laura and Bill....
And this is what I made in one desperate attempt to distract myself.... I think it worked.... 30 minutes dealing with Photoshop definitely helps to brighten my mood... I know it is not really good but I made it just to entertain myself....
Frak.... I need House M.D.
