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-My Poems-
The End Of Another Year
As I sit here in class
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.
It's gonna be sad
To say good bye.
I'll miss everyone.
I know I will cry.
I remember the day
When I came back
To be with my friends
And get on the right track.
We had so many moments
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.
I don't wanna say good bye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.
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This Isnt Mine
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.
Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.
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I Cant See You
I stare at you across the room
I see your warming face
I try to see the inside you hide
Your feelings I try to embrace
I realize as I look at you
As I just sit and stare
I can see you perfectly clear
But for some reason you're not there
I see your eyes, I see your face
But yet I can not see
Your loving inside that you had
I can't see your personality
I realize how much that you have changed
How you don't seem to care
I stare at you across the room
But you are not there
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What's The Point
No one asked for her advice,
but she gives it any way.
She always has her opinion,
on what to do and what to say.
She treats her friends so cruelly,
And she is so unfair,
She's nice to them now and then
but that is pretty rare.
She really craves attention,
she never will stop talking.
You'd think that she was famous
with the stuck-up way she's walking.
She treats everyone like they're nothing
and she is so cruel to me.
If you're going to be so dumb,
What?s the point of popularity?
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Underneath My Skin
Underneath the eye shadow
My naked eye is looking at you
Trying to see how you do what you do
Underneath the makeup
That I hide behind
Im trying to get you
Out of my mind
Underneath the blush
The lies fill me with fear
Thinking the end is always near
Underneath my skin
I am someone else
I am a different person
I try so hard
To be who I am
But all I can be…
Is someone I’m not
I’m scared you wont accept me
I’m tired of pretending
I’ll take off my mask
But I know you won’t-
Look at me the same
So just don’t
Spare me that pain-
I just know you think
That I’m going insane
But this is me
Not what I pretend to be
This is who I am
Underneath My Skin
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-I didnt write this 1-
Me Not Her
I'm not sure if you know or not
But I really do love you a lot.
You still hold a special place in my heart
And you did, right from the start.
But when she came along and took your breath away,
I was devastated and didn't know what to say.
I spend my nights crying, time after time,
I spent my days lying, saying I was fine.
Little did you know, my heart was crushed inside,
And on that day, a little of me died.
But with her, you look so in love
'Cause you are an angel from above.
I now have to teach my heart to move on,
For, you are now forever gone.
But about one thing I am unsure:
Why it can't be me, and not her.
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Summer '05
last night the Pistons lost! I cant believe it!
Its c.r.a.z.y
I stayed up until 4 am last night and Im sooo tired this morning! I just couldnt get to sleep I just wasnt tired.. too many things were on my mind-
Today I wanted to hang out w/ michael but I have 2 go to Koris party @ 5-
I was gona go to the movies w/ him amaliea and gracie to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith but o well_ Its gona be realy fun @ Koris
!Kaitlin!- Make that ass vibrate shake that shit till u start an Earthquake!