Nov 11, 2005 09:00
Woke up feeling refreshed.
Turns out that I actually still have a chance of getting a decent grade in my Accounting class because my professor is awesome. I'm so happy about that but I still don't know how to get myself motivated to do any of the work in there (and I have a ton to do this week!).
I got some things off my chest last night and right now I feel pretty good. It's never fun hurting other peoples' feelings but sometimes they either ask for it or need to hear it because it's for the better (hopefully.. if anything got through to her then it's for the better). Karma-schmarma. All I did was point out some VERY obvious things to a person who's become so lost that I haven't truly seen my old friend in years.. I thought maybe things would change.. and who am I to try to change someone's life?? But there comes a point when something has to be said. That point was when she used the word "baby". Or actually "baby happenings that require funding" technically.
I'm not going to get much further into it on here right now.. I might later. I'm actually pretty much done with talking about it. I'm just happy that I actually said everything I wanted to say this time instead of keeping things locked inside of me and just wishing for the best. This feels much better. I feel like I can breathe.
And as for this "karma" she speaks of.. What's someone going to do? Point out things that I do in MY life that look/sound fucking ridiculous??? Haha.. Well I'm sure that could be done.. as it could be done for anyone.. But I'm not someone who's totally above it all thinking I'm totally awesome and way deep. I'm up for some critiscism. Let's hear it. :)