Apr 01, 2005 12:53
I'm doing so awesomely in school right now. I have all A's. I feel super-smart. Even yesterday.. 3 classes.. In one I found out I got 100% on that project Joey helped me with (He's super-smart too!) and I feel like I got 100% on my exam in my third class. Yay!
So school's going great. 4 weeks to go..
I'm going to be taking 2 classes for the first half of this summer (knocking out my history and half of my accounting requirements). It'll probably be Tuesdays and Thursdays from 3pm-9pm.
I'm hoping to be way more fit this summer. My main thing will be cardio. I plan on jogging a ton because I don't really want to gain muscle, I just want to lose my jiggily-ness. I suck at jogging. I really do. I used to blame it on the asthma but I really just suck. Maybe it's genetic. Anyway.. working out.. whether it be jogging or doing tae bo.. it's going to be great.
Also, I'm working on saving money. It sounds crazy maybe..
but what I'm saving for isn't a vacation..
or car..
or clothes..
It's a house.
So far I have $500 saved haha..
Sounds silly but I'm just starting. Hopefully I'll keep up with this and I'll put it into CDs to help it build.
I just feel so successful and good about me right now. There's so much more I want to do and my social life right now is basically just the people I talk with online or at school and Joey.. but I'm fine with that. Joey is awesome. He encourages me so much and helps me be confident about not only my school stuff but the way I look and who I am as a person. I hope I do the same for him. I love spending so many nights with him.. He's so entertaining and just a genuinely good person. He’s too good to me.
Meanwhile, while I’m feeling successful about me, I’m not liking living at my house.
I realize more & more everyday how sick I am of it all.. The habits of my family. The rude, selfish behavior.. The dumb, ignorant comments and careless decisions.
If I began to describe each person living at my home, I think you’d all be a bit shocked (besides Joey). The people I call my family shock me too. They also disappoint me in so many ways.. but they’re family. It could be so much worse so I feel dumb for complaining.. but it just amazes me sometimes how people can live in mindsets the way they all do. There are positive things about each of them of course though.. So I try to keep those things in mind.. but it's hard.
I know I’m going to have such a different life than any of them. I feel like my sister and her boyfriend will be stuck living with my parents the rest of their lives.. Miserable. All together. I’m done with writing about them though. If I feel like complaining more, I’ll do it later.
Oh and my store has changed!!!! All the shelves on the floor have been moved! I helped out for only an hour yesterday but it was fun! It's so weird.. shelves have been taken down so there's more room in the store. All the sections are different. Even our front register area's a little different. I love it!
Overall, things with me are great. I’m looking forward to the summer.. Taking trips to Lake Michigan, perhaps Niagara Falls, who knows..