From good to bad and everything in-between.

Nov 22, 2004 13:47

I had so much fun with Joey the other day. I just wanted to tell you all that because it's still on my mind. I was (and kinda still am in a couple ways) feeling down about my life and the people in it. Joey made me feel so special the night before and then throughout the next day (but he really does make me feel special whenever I see him). I've been needy and depressed lately and I feel like all of that's going to turn around. It's starting to right now.

We went to his work where I met a couple of his coworkers (at college park) and it was raining so he ran all silly-like to his car so I wouldn't have to walk to it and a man called me a 'young lady' so I felt like a young lady. We went from there to the Franklin Cider Mill. (Chelsea let me know when you're free but I think we should go on the 28th because I think they'll have a clearance sale!) Everything was friggin BUY 2 GET 1 FREE so I basically spent over 20 bucks on some bread and butter (3 loaves apple-cinnamon raisin bread, 2 jars of apple butter, 1 jar pumpkin butter and a dozen wonderful donuts). We walked by the river and looked at all the ducks :)
We went to Southland Mall and swung by Nicky's work (Joey's friend) and we all went to the t-shirt place, joey and i ate and then went to 12 Oaks Mall. We used the massage things at those stores that have those and got pissed at Olga's when we got no service and Joey.. my knight in shining armor made a point of telling the worker guy at the front that we were leaving because we got no service :) in front of everyone... My hero..
Oh and went rented "The Ali G Show" which is hilarious! Joey and I were lauging so hard my face hurt! My face hurt throughout the day from smiling so much! I think it's because my cheeks are so friggin huge.. it takes a ton of muscle to lift those babies..

So yes, things with Joey are going great. I'm glad we're open and talk a bunch and care about each other.. and I think things'll only get better.. makes me happy :)

Aside from that, I have an exam tonight and I'm scared. I got a solid A on the 1st one but this could be different! :-O

It's been rough without cars too. My sister's front of her jeep fell off in a drive-thru the other day I guess and my mom's van's in the shop for repairs.. So my car's being used a bunch.

While trying to study earlier, I heard my mom approaching my room and it sounded like she was crying.. She busted open my door and told me her sister died. My Aunt Barbara died today. She's in her 60's. She had breakfast with my Uncle Jim, layed down and just died. She's been disabled most of her life and has suffered a long time. She was a National Merit scholarship winner I guess.. She was so smart and then she was bed-ridden for a while (I'm butchering spelling. Sorry). My Uncle has been by her side the whole time. I kept telling my mom at least she wasn't at a hospital with tubes in her.. and it happened quick. I just feel so bad. I can't imagine my sister dying and me running to tell my kid. My poor mom.. My poor Uncle Jim.. My mom was just crying and crying.. It made me think about death (not that I haven't thought about it) but I won't get into that here right now.

So yeah, that's a little sum up for now. Hope everyone else is having a good day.
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