year in review
go to your calender and find the first entry from every month in 2008,
post the first line of it in your journal, and thats your 'year in review'
January:
"today is my grandma's birthday."
February:
"a lot of weird things have come up lately."
March:
"I need to stop bottling everything up inside."
April:
"New York is TOMORROW!!!!"
May:
"Well, my grandma Scheving died yesterday morning."
June:
"I just ate a whole box of wheat thins, wtf, I'm gonna puke haha."
August:
"So I've been thinking, and I think I want to start saving for a car. "
September:
"Goodbye Summer 08'...hello Senior Year."
October:
"I'm NOT going to lose her."
November:
"I know they aren't that great, but these ones are better than the re-takes that I took, which one should I use?"
December:
"I need someone to just tell me that everything is going to be okay."
I guess that pretty much sums it all up...
Last night I had a sleepover with tair and linz...it was a lot of fun, as usual,
we took a shower together,
and stayed up til' all hours in the morning talking.
they are always and forever my BFFs, end of story.
tair:"Hey baby, what's skakin'...what you makin' with that OMLET?!"
us: "...what did you just say..."
tair: "...i have no idea.."
"omg!!! where did that come from!!! why is it falling..!!!!???"
I've been thinking about something...
For the longest time I was always like "I'm not having sex until I'm married"
..But then I did. But it's weird to me, because, like for someone who wanted to wait til marriage, I'm don't even think I'm in love with him. To me it's weird for someone like me to be having sex and not even say I love you.
And I was also thinking...
While I was ironing my shirts for work yesterday, I was thinking about what would happen if Jesse and I broke up. Like, I feel like I would be devastated. And then I got angry, because I was like well this is exactly why I never got serious with guys, because I KNOW it leads to break up and heart ache. And like, I know me and Jesse will break up eventually, and thinking about that makes me so sad, and so angry at the same time...like I feel like angry at myself for letting myself get to a point that I would allow someone to hurt me. IDK.
But I had the weirdest dream, I dreamed..dreamt..dreampt? whatever...that I was being entered into a rehab clinic, and my mom found out that me and Jesse were still seeing each other, and for some reason wouldn't allow it, and so at the end of my dream I was just like completely devastated, and Jesse carried me to my room and I was crying, and he was saying goodbye to me. It was awful.
And I always saw people in bad relationships where they were like obsessed and crazy, and it was just like really shitty, and I was like "omg they are retarted, thats never going to happen to me" but then like, I feel like I see it happening. Like, I havent seen him since like Thursday and I already miss him and like want to be close to him. And I just feel like I'm getting to that point...and then I'm not..what ev.
post the first line of it in your journal, and thats your 'year in review'
January:
"today is my grandma's birthday."
February:
"a lot of weird things have come up lately."
March:
"I need to stop bottling everything up inside."
April:
"New York is TOMORROW!!!!"
May:
"Well, my grandma Scheving died yesterday morning."
June:
"I just ate a whole box of wheat thins, wtf, I'm gonna puke haha."
August:
"So I've been thinking, and I think I want to start saving for a car. "
September:
"Goodbye Summer 08'...hello Senior Year."
October:
"I'm NOT going to lose her."
November:
"I know they aren't that great, but these ones are better than the re-takes that I took, which one should I use?"
December:
"I need someone to just tell me that everything is going to be okay."
I guess that pretty much sums it all up...
Last night I had a sleepover with tair and linz...it was a lot of fun, as usual,
we took a shower together,
and stayed up til' all hours in the morning talking.
they are always and forever my BFFs, end of story.
tair:"Hey baby, what's skakin'...what you makin' with that OMLET?!"
us: "...what did you just say..."
tair: "...i have no idea.."
"omg!!! where did that come from!!! why is it falling..!!!!???"
I've been thinking about something...
For the longest time I was always like "I'm not having sex until I'm married"
..But then I did. But it's weird to me, because, like for someone who wanted to wait til marriage, I'm don't even think I'm in love with him. To me it's weird for someone like me to be having sex and not even say I love you.
And I was also thinking...
While I was ironing my shirts for work yesterday, I was thinking about what would happen if Jesse and I broke up. Like, I feel like I would be devastated. And then I got angry, because I was like well this is exactly why I never got serious with guys, because I KNOW it leads to break up and heart ache. And like, I know me and Jesse will break up eventually, and thinking about that makes me so sad, and so angry at the same time...like I feel like angry at myself for letting myself get to a point that I would allow someone to hurt me. IDK.
But I had the weirdest dream, I dreamed..dreamt..dreampt? whatever...that I was being entered into a rehab clinic, and my mom found out that me and Jesse were still seeing each other, and for some reason wouldn't allow it, and so at the end of my dream I was just like completely devastated, and Jesse carried me to my room and I was crying, and he was saying goodbye to me. It was awful.
And I always saw people in bad relationships where they were like obsessed and crazy, and it was just like really shitty, and I was like "omg they are retarted, thats never going to happen to me" but then like, I feel like I see it happening. Like, I havent seen him since like Thursday and I already miss him and like want to be close to him. And I just feel like I'm getting to that point...and then I'm not..what ev.