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I haven't been on livejournal, or updated in a million years.
It's really hard to put into words how I've been feeling lately.
I've been spending all my time at either school, work, or with Jesse.
And on one hand I don't mind it that much because it's money in the bank, and if I could I would spend every single second with Jesse.
But on the other hand, I miss my best friends. I miss tahira and lindsey and spending hours of time with them every day doing absolutely nothing. And I miss sharing everything with them and being completely intertwined with their lives.
I'm finding it really hard to balance my life lately.
I guess when it all comes down to it though, I need to make sure I don't fade from them. Because they were both there BEFORE Jesse, THROUGH EVERYTHING with Jesse, and I know they'll be there AFTER Jesse. So no matter how much I like him, and how much I want to spend every second with him, I know that my friendship with the two of them will never even compare to my relationship with Jesse. I could never care about or love any boy more than I love or care about them.
THE END.
It's really hard to put into words how I've been feeling lately.
I've been spending all my time at either school, work, or with Jesse.
And on one hand I don't mind it that much because it's money in the bank, and if I could I would spend every single second with Jesse.
But on the other hand, I miss my best friends. I miss tahira and lindsey and spending hours of time with them every day doing absolutely nothing. And I miss sharing everything with them and being completely intertwined with their lives.
I'm finding it really hard to balance my life lately.
I guess when it all comes down to it though, I need to make sure I don't fade from them. Because they were both there BEFORE Jesse, THROUGH EVERYTHING with Jesse, and I know they'll be there AFTER Jesse. So no matter how much I like him, and how much I want to spend every second with him, I know that my friendship with the two of them will never even compare to my relationship with Jesse. I could never care about or love any boy more than I love or care about them.
THE END.