everything still sux
hey every1. well, the past 2 days have sucked sooooo bad. i dont know why every1 is still mad at me. i have apologized to every1, and they still hate me. i thought i was cool with one. then i found out she was hatin me all along. i just dont know why every1 is tryin to blame everything on me. im not the only one who was bein 2faced. i admitted that i tlkd behind her back, so why is every1 still mad at me? i apologized as much as i cud. only to find out that every1 still hates my guts, and that apologizing did no good. i am really sick of crying. my eyes hurt. i just really wish that we cud all be friends like we was in 6th and 7th grade, ya know? nothin is like it used to be. and it sux that this is our last year all together at the same school, and we have to spend it fightin like a bunch of 3rd or 4th graders. ya know, atleast i admitted that i was wrong. every1 is tryin to act so innocent. they just want fingers to point so they wont get blamed for anything. maybe i dont need friends like them anywayz...maybe im better off without them. but its just so darn hard.......................................................