oh dear...
So I've been thinking.. and the thing is... i'm bored.
i can't really explain it but i don't think that i'm even remotely interesting anymore... nor am i remotely interested in anyone else. i really miss my old friends that i can be like a child around. i feel so grown-up here. and if i'm not feeling grown-up, i feel like i have to be really wild all the time. If i'm not hyper and being my old talkative self people say "what's wrong"... the problem is i don't know. i don't have anything to say to anyone and i don't fucking know why.
i need something new.
i can't really explain it but i don't think that i'm even remotely interesting anymore... nor am i remotely interested in anyone else. i really miss my old friends that i can be like a child around. i feel so grown-up here. and if i'm not feeling grown-up, i feel like i have to be really wild all the time. If i'm not hyper and being my old talkative self people say "what's wrong"... the problem is i don't know. i don't have anything to say to anyone and i don't fucking know why.
i need something new.