hey kiddos!
So... does anyone else ever wish that they were psychic? I wish I knew what some people were thinking sometimes. I feel like it would clear up a lot of unhappiness... on the counter thought it might also cause unhappiness. Either way I wish I could have that power for a day or two.
I went home for about a week and did a little catching up with my lovies. Didn't get to see everyone but I saw some characters... I hung around with the parents a little but they seemed quite busy themselves. Got to see the brother and that was nice. I miss him terribly...he's such an amazing person... we may fight like cats and dogs occasionally but we love each other and I know he'd do anything for me. Now he's off to Australia and Figi for two months... i better get good presents :-P
I finally realized recently PART of what makes life so wonderful to me...ironically I can't exactly define what it was... it has something to do with being outside by myself, drinkin my sweet tea, and singin a song in my head and I realized that no matter where I am I'm always going to have my loves... my family (big bob and junie b and b-o-b), my favorite music, my retarded clothes, my pictures, MY college, my eccentric group of friends, my Lord...lots of other things... I think I realized that I'm not alone... I won't ever be no matter how much I think I am.
I think I also decided that boredom is a chosen state of mind... if you're bored... you can change that (for the most part)... be someone you're not for a day or so, meet a new person in the parking lot of...anywhere...make up an adventure and actually go on it, talk about something you usually never talk about and see where it gets you... be alive and use your day...sleep in when necessary but wake up when you know it's going to be pretty enough to even drive around and listen to music (you know you want to).
wow that was real gay and me talking to myself. apologies all around.
I went home for about a week and did a little catching up with my lovies. Didn't get to see everyone but I saw some characters... I hung around with the parents a little but they seemed quite busy themselves. Got to see the brother and that was nice. I miss him terribly...he's such an amazing person... we may fight like cats and dogs occasionally but we love each other and I know he'd do anything for me. Now he's off to Australia and Figi for two months... i better get good presents :-P
I finally realized recently PART of what makes life so wonderful to me...ironically I can't exactly define what it was... it has something to do with being outside by myself, drinkin my sweet tea, and singin a song in my head and I realized that no matter where I am I'm always going to have my loves... my family (big bob and junie b and b-o-b), my favorite music, my retarded clothes, my pictures, MY college, my eccentric group of friends, my Lord...lots of other things... I think I realized that I'm not alone... I won't ever be no matter how much I think I am.
I think I also decided that boredom is a chosen state of mind... if you're bored... you can change that (for the most part)... be someone you're not for a day or so, meet a new person in the parking lot of...anywhere...make up an adventure and actually go on it, talk about something you usually never talk about and see where it gets you... be alive and use your day...sleep in when necessary but wake up when you know it's going to be pretty enough to even drive around and listen to music (you know you want to).
wow that was real gay and me talking to myself. apologies all around.