Wish I had a Socket Set to Dismantle this Morning
I suppose lately I've just been living. I've been enjoying myself. And i've failed to notice... well,
Last night i was driving home and it was real foggy. I couldn't really see anything except the fog and the empty road. My sight was non-existant, for all i know i could have driven right into the lake; my lights just reflected off the fog leaving me vulnerable. It was the most beautiful thing i've experienced for the longest time.
I spend so much time thinking about the past. I wonder sometimes what answer i am searching for. I hope i figure it out someday.
I was watching White Oleander tonight and in the movie they said somthing like, lonliness is the only inherent quality that humans have.
Tonight was good. The Project Miles played a show. I wish Jesse could've been there. The show in itself was fun, but afterwards was better. Carolynn came to see us play and Tony came too. I forgot how much fun we have. After-we all just hung outside and later we jammed in the parking lot. I'll say it again- it's weird being the older kids. It's all about the feeling, a show isnt a show without the feeling. Thats why commercial band concerts are no good, you have no sense of ANYTHING. Its so impersonal.
"I find myself wanting that wind
it's a secret wanting
like a song you can't stop humming
Or loving someone you can never have."
-White Oleander
(Now, is this a better representation?)
PS. Does anyone want to go see Bright Eyes with me in Boston on April 29?
Last night i was driving home and it was real foggy. I couldn't really see anything except the fog and the empty road. My sight was non-existant, for all i know i could have driven right into the lake; my lights just reflected off the fog leaving me vulnerable. It was the most beautiful thing i've experienced for the longest time.
I spend so much time thinking about the past. I wonder sometimes what answer i am searching for. I hope i figure it out someday.
I was watching White Oleander tonight and in the movie they said somthing like, lonliness is the only inherent quality that humans have.
Tonight was good. The Project Miles played a show. I wish Jesse could've been there. The show in itself was fun, but afterwards was better. Carolynn came to see us play and Tony came too. I forgot how much fun we have. After-we all just hung outside and later we jammed in the parking lot. I'll say it again- it's weird being the older kids. It's all about the feeling, a show isnt a show without the feeling. Thats why commercial band concerts are no good, you have no sense of ANYTHING. Its so impersonal.
"I find myself wanting that wind
it's a secret wanting
like a song you can't stop humming
Or loving someone you can never have."
-White Oleander
(Now, is this a better representation?)
PS. Does anyone want to go see Bright Eyes with me in Boston on April 29?