Agitated
I'm wicked stressed out. I had myself calmed down for a day or two but now my dad has brought it all back. He wont get off my case about the SAT's and college and grades. Its sooo ANNOYING. Way to stress me out a million times more with junior year and all of the shit thats been going on. He's always on my case about essays and tests and being crazy studious. I can't stand it.
And my mom, i lover her, but she's pushing this stupid prom thing. Its not that big of a deal if i dont have a date yet, and then right when i think ive figured it out, more crazyness begins. I'm not supposed to get caught up in these types of things.
Stress is awful, its unnecessary. This must change.
I hate being home. I wish people would just stop bitching.
Its most definitly the changing of the seasons.
MY COLLEGE CHOICE AREA PROGRESSION
Begining of the year----> Boston area, prefebly BU or Northeastern
Past few months---------> Upstate-ish New York i.e.Ithaca, Syracuse
Presently---------------> New York City
I dont think it will be possible for me to live in a rural are for long, i think i might die of boredom. I need an urban setting, there's no doubt about it.
Im going to be performing at the BC "sessions" thingy on March 28 with the project miles. That is muy exciting.
And my last few words. Friends need to be more friendlike.
AND.....scene
---LAura
And my mom, i lover her, but she's pushing this stupid prom thing. Its not that big of a deal if i dont have a date yet, and then right when i think ive figured it out, more crazyness begins. I'm not supposed to get caught up in these types of things.
Stress is awful, its unnecessary. This must change.
I hate being home. I wish people would just stop bitching.
Its most definitly the changing of the seasons.
MY COLLEGE CHOICE AREA PROGRESSION
Begining of the year----> Boston area, prefebly BU or Northeastern
Past few months---------> Upstate-ish New York i.e.Ithaca, Syracuse
Presently---------------> New York City
I dont think it will be possible for me to live in a rural are for long, i think i might die of boredom. I need an urban setting, there's no doubt about it.
Im going to be performing at the BC "sessions" thingy on March 28 with the project miles. That is muy exciting.
And my last few words. Friends need to be more friendlike.
AND.....scene
---LAura