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My life needs a serious makeover.
My 5 year relationship has been ended, and to make it even harder- he has already moved on. And she's beautiful. And she's met his family. And I feel like a hunk of shit.
Seriously, I knew that getting through this would be hard, but I have never felt so lost in my ENTIRE life. I'm not ready to give this up. I'm not ready to forge ahead. I'm not ready and it doesn't matter. What's harder than knowing that he's moved on? Seeing pictures of them together... I swear I wanted to tear my eyeballs out.
But it is all beyond my control, so it's time to do something within my control...
I vow to be a better friend.
I vow to be a better daughter/sister.
I vow to cherish the relationships I have.
I vow to find out what is really in my heart.
I vow to spend more time reading and less time getting lost in television.
I vow to call people and not wait for them to call me.
I vow to find happiness.
I need everyone's help, so please call me. 336.707.6452
My 5 year relationship has been ended, and to make it even harder- he has already moved on. And she's beautiful. And she's met his family. And I feel like a hunk of shit.
Seriously, I knew that getting through this would be hard, but I have never felt so lost in my ENTIRE life. I'm not ready to give this up. I'm not ready to forge ahead. I'm not ready and it doesn't matter. What's harder than knowing that he's moved on? Seeing pictures of them together... I swear I wanted to tear my eyeballs out.
But it is all beyond my control, so it's time to do something within my control...
I vow to be a better friend.
I vow to be a better daughter/sister.
I vow to cherish the relationships I have.
I vow to find out what is really in my heart.
I vow to spend more time reading and less time getting lost in television.
I vow to call people and not wait for them to call me.
I vow to find happiness.
I need everyone's help, so please call me. 336.707.6452