Andy...
I feel so so sick this evening. Took lax early and normally I sleep through this sick feeling but its horrible...actually feels like im about to throw up :( Ugh
Bed soon I think :o
Talking to A's best friend on facebook...hes been such a good support to me this weekend. I realy appreciate that. Hes good as he is friends with both me and A so very much in the middle and not one sided at all. Unfortunately/fortunately me and A share alot of friends so most people I would choose to speak to know A aswell.
This is the first day in 8 months that I have not spoken to A. It does feel wierd but it feels ok. I will miss him as he was a great support but there are so so many more things that i dont like about him. Actually ill look at it now...
Ok...what I dont like about him:
1) He doesnt have a job
2) He feeds off his parents
3) He drives like a lunatic
4) He's immature
5) He is very messy
6) He smokes daily
7) He smokes weed with his friend THEN drives home :faint:
8) He doesnt shave regularly
9) He's not really very fashionable
10) He's not very motivated to do ANYTHING
11) He's lazy
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST
12) He went behind my back and read my diary then tried to deny it
Ok...Things I like about him:
1) He thinks the world of me
2) He would do anything to try to make me happy
Thats it really...I think this pretty much sums up what I should do... :o