i'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change and break-away...
I leave tomorrow.. as in just a few hours away. So very weird.
But it's been nice spending time with so many different people.
It's the night before I leave and I'm just sitting in my house by myself- is that pathetic??
But I'm pretty excited! The most horrible part is saying goodbye and the possibility of not making any friends- though I'm hoping for the best about the friends. Saying goodbye is another story... I've been in denial a LOT lately.
Like yesterday, I refused to say goodbye to Rebecca, Linh, Cassy and Audrey. Didn't say a real goodbye to Catherine tonight. Didn't even say goodbye to Amy (though I'll probably see her Saturday when Jenna moves in). Didn't officially say goodbye to Kim or anyone really- except for maybe my grammy and Jared.
It's kind of bad, but in a way, it's not horrible. The hardest people to say goodbye to is my family. I mean, everyone else I don't see everyday. Some I don't even see once a week. The thing about college is that I can still talk to people online and everything. That won't be a big deal.
I'm basically just boosting myself so I don't feel so bad about leaving. But I really am excited!!
24 hours... where will I be?
But it's been nice spending time with so many different people.
It's the night before I leave and I'm just sitting in my house by myself- is that pathetic??
But I'm pretty excited! The most horrible part is saying goodbye and the possibility of not making any friends- though I'm hoping for the best about the friends. Saying goodbye is another story... I've been in denial a LOT lately.
Like yesterday, I refused to say goodbye to Rebecca, Linh, Cassy and Audrey. Didn't say a real goodbye to Catherine tonight. Didn't even say goodbye to Amy (though I'll probably see her Saturday when Jenna moves in). Didn't officially say goodbye to Kim or anyone really- except for maybe my grammy and Jared.
It's kind of bad, but in a way, it's not horrible. The hardest people to say goodbye to is my family. I mean, everyone else I don't see everyday. Some I don't even see once a week. The thing about college is that I can still talk to people online and everything. That won't be a big deal.
I'm basically just boosting myself so I don't feel so bad about leaving. But I really am excited!!
24 hours... where will I be?