my mind is spinning too fast....
There is so much that I want to be involved in and that I feel like I missed out on. I want to change that, the only problem is that I don't know where to begin, where to look... that's been a problem all along. I like to consider myself independent and that I don't need anyone with me all the time- which is a big change from previous years- like I hate when people hang onto me, but at the same time, I don't want to try something new by myself.
I think I want to do something with counseling. I don't want to do stuff with medicine/science, just listening and solving problems. The thing with counseling is that the more experience you have in the world, the better you are. And I have a feeling that I won't have much experience, which is why I kind of want to get involved at school with things like that. I just don't know where to look.
Anyway, life is good.
Went to Jocelyn's party which was pretty good (didn't know a lot of her church/other friends), but it was fun nonetheless.
Then snuck out early to go to the play, where we got free tickets... good times =) Amy loved it... and I was amazed for the second time in 2 days.
I don't know what has come over me the past few days, but happy thoughts haven't left my mind... I mean, I'm nervous and everything still, but overall I feel very content... more than content. I feel actually really happy.
Hopefully I'll get up in time for church tomorrow because that's something I haven't done in a long time.
People/ideas are coming back into my life that I thought I lost, and I'm so grateful that I found them again.
The rain will come soon. But I can't wait to fall asleep to the sound of rain. It's so peaceful.
Sweet dreams all =)
I think I want to do something with counseling. I don't want to do stuff with medicine/science, just listening and solving problems. The thing with counseling is that the more experience you have in the world, the better you are. And I have a feeling that I won't have much experience, which is why I kind of want to get involved at school with things like that. I just don't know where to look.
Anyway, life is good.
Went to Jocelyn's party which was pretty good (didn't know a lot of her church/other friends), but it was fun nonetheless.
Then snuck out early to go to the play, where we got free tickets... good times =) Amy loved it... and I was amazed for the second time in 2 days.
I don't know what has come over me the past few days, but happy thoughts haven't left my mind... I mean, I'm nervous and everything still, but overall I feel very content... more than content. I feel actually really happy.
Hopefully I'll get up in time for church tomorrow because that's something I haven't done in a long time.
People/ideas are coming back into my life that I thought I lost, and I'm so grateful that I found them again.
The rain will come soon. But I can't wait to fall asleep to the sound of rain. It's so peaceful.
Sweet dreams all =)