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Oh well, so here it is. I kiss one of my really good friends Saturday night. I liked it. I never thought I would. Its a little more complicated like that, but not really, unless other people make it more complicated (both of us had actually hooked up with each other's best friens before, mine doesn't mind, I don't knwo about his).
Anyhow, we talked today, nothing really big, I'm guessing we're just ignoring this "kiss" since well, it hasn't been brought up AND he hasn't called me (I called him today). So blah, I'm just kinda shocked and scared I actually felt something, this is someone I would have NEVER EVER imagine this happening with :-/ oh well, we'll see.
On the other hand, since I called him today and he didn't really mention anything, I went on a "date" with the Argentinian guy I met 2 weeks ago (while playing the "lets have a 3some game" he was the only guy that was my victim :)) so yeah, he has been calling me non stop this past few weeks (everyday) but nothing really worked out and he was hungry tonight so he asked me to go with him, I said yes, nothing to lose. I was actually a good girl, and I actually had fun with him, but I'm not sure if he's just that way, if he was nervous or what but he wouldn't give me eye contact and we was just kinda browsing around. I'll find out if he calls me or not, I won't be entirely crush, but my self esteem my suffer a bruise :p. Either way, I'm still waiting on my friend and see what happens there. We had been having this really intense (or at least I have and I think he has as well) "i like you" tension before Saturday.
Bleh, if this doesn't make sense, its ok. I luv you all :)
Anyhow, we talked today, nothing really big, I'm guessing we're just ignoring this "kiss" since well, it hasn't been brought up AND he hasn't called me (I called him today). So blah, I'm just kinda shocked and scared I actually felt something, this is someone I would have NEVER EVER imagine this happening with :-/ oh well, we'll see.
On the other hand, since I called him today and he didn't really mention anything, I went on a "date" with the Argentinian guy I met 2 weeks ago (while playing the "lets have a 3some game" he was the only guy that was my victim :)) so yeah, he has been calling me non stop this past few weeks (everyday) but nothing really worked out and he was hungry tonight so he asked me to go with him, I said yes, nothing to lose. I was actually a good girl, and I actually had fun with him, but I'm not sure if he's just that way, if he was nervous or what but he wouldn't give me eye contact and we was just kinda browsing around. I'll find out if he calls me or not, I won't be entirely crush, but my self esteem my suffer a bruise :p. Either way, I'm still waiting on my friend and see what happens there. We had been having this really intense (or at least I have and I think he has as well) "i like you" tension before Saturday.
Bleh, if this doesn't make sense, its ok. I luv you all :)