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It's getting fairly close to my homecoming. Only two more months. I start my summer classes only 2 days after I get home. I'm really excited about coming home but also really nervous. I'm going to miss Lyon and all of my friends here SO much. I'm so afraid that I'm going to get back to Charlotte and no one's really going to know or care that I'm there and I'll just be a loner in my parents house. I'm also really afraid that I'm going to get back into my same habits and mindset that I had when I was living in Charlotte. I don't want that. I want to be much more focused on school and work. I want to avoid all the drama that used to be such a big part of my life. I want to really enjoy my year back in Charlotte and really feel SAD when I leave again.
Everyone I've talked to has said that coming home from abroad is MUCH more difficult to deal with than going abroad originally. I just hope that knowing this can help me prepare.
Everyone I've talked to has said that coming home from abroad is MUCH more difficult to deal with than going abroad originally. I just hope that knowing this can help me prepare.