I am so weird. So weird.
I just remembered this.
When I was younger--about ten or so--I used to have a recurring dream. In my dream I had children, and I overfed them. I dreamed violently and vividly of stuffing them full of chocolate and steak dinners and marshmallow peeps and watching their fingers fatten, their stomachs bulge. I dreamed I gathered a perverse pleasure from this torture. Their slow expansion was somehow intensely gratifying.
What does this MEAN?!!